「 the fun started at 11:43 PM 」

she was so happy today =)

i feel like such an idiot for not looking at it earlier.

but... she was radiating today.

[popo and her swan clock.]

「 the fun started at 10:11 PM 」

so today i went out with "ixodus" to marina square and walked about!

haha yea right it was more like yiling and i and a temp junior cuz only EUGENE came. so we went to eat at new york new york where once again only i seemed to be eating (cheesy chicken mmm) then we went over to gelare for free waffle ice cream! (cuz eugene lost a very VERY stupid bet) and then moved on to marina square to watch hancock x) which btw is a very no-link show so please dont watch it unless you like will smith (which i secretly do after I Am Legend) or charlize theron who is smoking hot and they made her wear this revealing outfit during the show. yeapp then bryan caught up with us and we played bishi bashi with buttons that didnt work! rawr

AND we found this secret way to the rooftop of marina square, which has this fantastic sight. haha and strangely enough we ended up talking about sex... bryan yiling and i. very weird conversation but somehow it felt very normal. as in. aiyah whatever la. yiling talks alot lol.

SCHOOL tomorrow. bring your ODTs everyone!

「 the fun started at 7:18 PM 」

haha life got a lot more simpler recently, here's the breakdown:

think about mugging.
think about mugging.
think about mugging.
play computer games.
think about mugging.
think about mugging.
think about mugging.
play computer games.
mug.
play computer games.
think about mugging.

haha i guess if thats all you think about lifes not that hard anymore x)

[looking so hard for something in front of me]

「 the fun started at 12:07 AM 」

ALRIGHT EVERYONE I AM BACK.

in one piece. IN ONE PIECE. all that mentalphysicalemotional turmoil that i've been waging against. i think its been 6 weeks? well ok my last post was in february but my life only went over the edge in the past 6 weeks. shall we backtrack?

april 18th. MUSICFEST 2008. CINEMA PARADISO. crazy crazy day staying in the PA room panicking and praying to the bestest that everything would be great. and it was :) welco outing the weekend before that, and everything was beautiful. i love you welco <3

april 25th. DRAMA NITE 2008. NO HOLDS BARRED. crazy nights leading up to the night! crowd was unsatisfactory but the experience is one ill never forget. i love the roadrunners! and the aga cast x) i swear every year i do something more outrageous for drama x)

april 30th. COUNCIL INVESTITURE 2008. 25th SYMPHONY. emo day. stepping down as a councillor. relief and regret. but i love the councillors. for all the crazy times and i will love my committee to the end. WELCO all the way x) also my last tennis match ever. against acsi. crushed and defeated but alls well. i think the tennis boys are a great bunch x)

may 2nd. DANCE CONCERT 2008: FOOTNOTES. feeling extremely horrible for missing millions of dance rehearsals and full dresses. but in the end had a BLAST with the dancers, doing the chacha with LORRAINE! and the jive with SHAKURAA x)

may 15th. DRAMA SYF. crazy times in the PT, on the field, in the lang lab and at ACJC itself. looking for my STUPID looking costume and FREEZING in the AC pt. giving it my all and hoping for nothing more than the best. silver i guess but whos counting x)

i just want to say thank you to everyone that has been there for me. perhaps the biggest thanks i have to give to is okl, who has been seeing me through the toughest period of my college life. thank you for tolerating all my bitchings and complaings and whinings. it wouldnt have been possible without you and im really thankful that you were there. i really appreciate it.

this one goes out to ganesh who came for drama night and my investiture. thanks alot man for the words of encouragement it has really made my day x)

another to qianyu for the flower on drama night!

koganti for random chattings, help with the musicfest videos and the flower on drama night, its really been great having you as a friend :)

rui for always asking how i am, i love you too babe and i just wished i could have been there for you too! GOOD LUCK FOR TOMORROW! HOCKEY GIRLS WILL RULE THE WORLD.

oh my god how can i forget. GWYNETH TEO. for being the greatest bestest assistant welfare head/co-director ive ever had. for all the burdens that you have shared with me and the suffering that we've toiled together. thank you for always being there x)

this one goes out to the 3 of us. yl and kc for NEVER forgetting me. i love you guys alright and we WILL hang out this june i DO NOT CARE. CT2s or not, UNITE.

IXODUS! for all the birthdays that we've celebrated! yiling and nafisah for being such great kind understanding ogls x) and i LOVE my juniors did i mention that :)

07s64 for the ban mian outings x) the coolest blog ever (o7s64.livejournalcom) and for just being wild and crazy! haha fifa nights and soccer mornings x) and the WoW GANG. muaha ill start again after the As i promise!

and rayshio for well, being my best friend. LOL. 'nuff said.

and this is for the hockey boys, for the greatest hockey match ive ever seen. hockey semifinals on may 16th against RJC. you guys fought hard and played your best and i am proud of all of you.

soccer girls for the victory! im so sorry i couldnt be there! i had to settle my syf costume (and try out some new egyptian cuisine :P)

soccer boys for the intense battle. truly sad that we missed so many chances and i just hope nic kang doesnt kill himself (cuz i will!) for that goal-that-could-have-been. OH MY GODDDDD.

this last one goes out to nadia. for being a true friend. and for just being there. and for everything. just.. everything.

yeap! that sums it all up but of course there is so much to dooooo! my life has JUST begun because ALL MY CCAs ARE OVER. THROW EM OUT THE WINDOW! i mustmustmust catch up with all my friends because ive been neglecting them!

busking this sat. ova soccer too i hope! psycho test on monday. grassroots and governance in june! under no roof facilitation on the 7th and 8th! workshops! CT2s! its 90 or nothing for chem you mofos! life is NEVER dull when it comes to mine. i love you world. i just. love my life.

[so much to do, so much to see so just dump your boyfriend and go out with me!]

「 the fun started at 7:38 PM 」

i finally grew balls. 2 nights ago i actually called a girl to TALK. (yes i know im suffering from an ultimate loser complex, but hey everyones gotta start somewhere right)

so yea omg it is a big step in hsuantes world, haha! we just talked loads of crap for a an hour or so before we got cut off... by some unknown reason.

but yea x) ive got balllllls now

[sometimes things are just meant to be, think of it as an orange that cant be blue in colour.]

「 the fun started at 11:05 PM 」

hey its been some time! and todays been a GREAT day wheeee so happy actually (although i reallllly shudnt be, it felt so great) and alot has been happening in my life! too bad ive probably forgotten most of it Dx

well the one thing i cant forget is my snowboarding experience! 3 days in rusutsu resort, Sapporo, Japan. there is something about losing yourself, leaving your fate in your own hands as you plummet down an icy slope. pushing yourself to go where all your senses tell you that it is impossible, that death is imminent, but if one were not to be in mortal peril, where would all the fun be? you look at the sleet before you and come across an edge where what lies beyond is outside of your vision, the thrill of speeding down a seemingly near vertical edge only to come to satisfying stop at the bottom. the journey down is mind numbing as the only thoughts that race through your head is which way to turn and how to manipulate your body to pull it off.

granted falling hurts, but each fall only means a lesson to be learnt, how you cannot heel both feet while turning left from a toeslide, or how you must thrust yourself even further on steep slopes in order to have any chance of turning, or how you must lean back to make a left turn. each fall comes with a price, a sprained wrist, buckling knees, concussions and sore asses but the payoff is there, for i have conquered mount isola. elevation of 994 metres, more than a kilometre of sheer pleasure.

[snowboarding to the max.]

「 the fun started at 9:01 PM 」

heyyyy guys its almost been a month since ive logged anyhting on this blog, so you wanna work backwards, or carry off where i left off? haha ok i suppose that decisions MINE to make haha so lets work it back then shall we?

just had a musicfest meeting in the morning at 10 am, nothing particularly exciting really, just laying the ground structure of the things to come, our THEMEs finally been decided, haha but i has no name! thats so retarded. went to PP with what was left of welco for lunch, shu gwy le-anne jom at bk. haha havent eaten a whopper in a long time. after that TEAed with shu and waited for shane and nad to come. checked out borders and some clothes/accessories shops, i guess it sure beats bumming around at home playing warcraft. im down today its so weird. mum says i look grim.

ah well lets not kill the spirits just yet, alot of things have been happening within this whole month! like yesterday i conked out from 1-7pm and left mr.lee at the door when he came hahaha omg i didnt learn fields! i guess i have to read it up myself. i really need to restart studying, all the holidays and gaming is really making me sluggish/lazy which is a real threat to me.

thursday was ultimate bummage, missed tennis training and just had tuition on electricity, nothing exciting. oh yea i went to the dentist! he practically wiped my mouth out with his cleaning machine thingy. ouch sia

wednesday was latin recap, which was kind of a bummer, seeing how i cant even remember the rest of chacha. the jives fine though, just that lorraine cant do the stunt. she INSISTs its me but shes the one with the floppy arms (haha luckily she doesnt read this) yea after that just went home wondering if i needed to pull out my wisdom teeth which is cramping my appetite. gamed till night and went to meet rui at city hall, she was VIVID RED in a VIVID RED dress. chee never seen her in a dress before. we watched CHITTY CHITTY BANG BANG! which was a typical children story! but the sets were really awesome! omgggggggg i wanna do that one day after that we went down to the fullerton and chilled out at starbucks till late.

tuesday was our SUPPOSED training which ck and justin had without me, and collin thoroughly ponned, so i headed down for conditioning, which practically ripped me limb from limb! its insane how these girls can just... ERGH. dam pain sia. and they crunch for an entire song! wtf thats like 3 minutes worth of crunching non-stop wtf thats crazy wtf?! corner to corner overshot and i rushed to meet the guys for lunch. ate kfc and ck was bitching all the way about its unhealthiness, what a pussy! haha then we took this goddam long 76 all the way to yck and we slept all the way. 10 minutes away and it POURED the shitz out of the sky. but we played an hour later anyway, i was half-dead throughout the training with yang xiangs minions and i practically got pwned left right center. until the last match, where i beat the best player there 3-2. hahaha then went to plaza sing to eat the indo chicken rice. dam nice sia and then went home. saw LOTS of seniors there ahah congratulations y'all for the end of the As! woohoo ive got 365 days left before i'll be just like you x)

monday was just a day of bummage. had nothing to do, so i did nothing. played my 360 all the way till 4+++ was playing tony hawks PROVING GROUND (LOL I TYPED PROBING GROUND) dam cool la ive decided to go hardcore, career and riggings just lame. if you wanna do something, go all the way right? haha then met lonely ck at C24. disgusting wet weather made the place unsittable so i just stood on top of the pit. hahahah ate 6 subway cookies in total!! and bbqed with the full team, with hwee ling(or was it ying) shao fang, sarah and rachel. delightful bunch really, just.... that we were surrounded with mud and nothng to do. lol.

sunday? skipped church again cuz of my rash attack in the morning, woke up super late, gamed, ate dinner and slept. lifes dull. i did grab my 360 today though, i got GHIII (WOOOHOOOO), tony hawks proving ground (typed probing again), CALL OF DUTY 4(ok i had this game ALREADY *wink*) and viva pinata and forza. oh and omg dont laugh at viva pinata its pretty fun! really, growing a garden and attracting pinata is more insanely entertaining than you think.

saturday? honestly i have no idea what i did but it mustve revolved around alot of nothing! or did i go out? no right? i wouldve remembered.

friday was kinda long, conditioned, which was less insane than the more recent one, what with wei an leading it and all, counting super fast lol. cant remember what i did after conditioning... uh... i think... i bummed around with wei an then went home. bummed around and played tennis with phua and shaun. somehow my wrist gave out on me, my nerves were just biting into me i couldnt contract my fist. OUCH man. sent em off around 330 and had tuition. after that? more gaming.

wooo very long already! ill update more later. see yaaa

[DOWN DOWN DOWN.]

「 the fun started at 12:50 AM 」

the best birthday party ive ever had!

october 26th Friday D38 east coast park

started off slow enough, with me ALMOST not wanting to go for chinese. my clocks dead so cant really tell what time when i wake up. roughly 630 i think rushing around checking the things off my list. seriously didnt want to go for chinese but aiya! last lesson liao just go la! so off i went, in a cab cuz dad went to golf and sister had to rush to school.

chinese passed quickly enough, i got a C for chinese mock exam! stunned man. then it was OGL briefing. im in IVANHOEEEEE with yirui as the OG head. wanted wye min to be but he wouldve been my next choice haha and im in IXODUS which was a name chosen by RAFISAH whose part of my OG, together with yiling and melissa lim! and im crewlette head so there goes my phone bill again haha IVANHOEs a pretty well balanced bunch, but not without the highness im SURE!

after OG briefing, hung around the council room for a while... deciding what to do. juiced up my radio, left it there and went for lunch with jeanne and camille. theyre a interesting bunch to hang out with, really REALLY girly haha. fun nevertheless! ate at treatz and found the indos there! haha ate fish porridge cuz of my potential sore throat x( yeap then went to ECP and hung around while waiting for a small portion of SC to come. beached a while, then walked all the way to D38.

the food weighed a tonne which ara and i were tasked to carry, and eventually got camille and ray to help out. i have officially learnt how to set the charcoal! dam cool la i can make fantastic charcoal now that burns nice and warm x) so like the whole world was late started cooking round 6.30ish when i said 5pm but i suppose that was a good call to set the time early! so apparently the satays werent thawed yet but no one needs to know that haha the guys that came played lots of soccer while ray and i cooked and camille/jeanne walked about!

things got a lot more busy later when my OG and Class mates came! rawr CLIC didnt come so sad! yea so i had to transit between the different groups of people but eventually they had their own thing to do so it wasnt that bad! took pictures with everyone! but its still mainly conquered by camillle/jeannes camwhoring antics. yea then the cake came and the party went into a frenzy.

blew the cake out, cream smashed into my face and all hell broke loose. tired liao tomorrow elaborate some more hahahah

[the slippery slope.]

「 the fun started at 11:25 PM 」

FINALLY FOUND A PLAY.

I HOPE IT GETS THROUGH.

IT MUST IT MUST IT MUST.

I WANT TO DIRECT!

YES YES YES.

THERE IS HOPE.

[a glimmer of hope, fading slowly away.]

「 the fun started at 1:06 AM 」

haha i love getting high in court.

was serving to CK in doubles, smacked it right through and ran to the net, he put it back and i slammed it past colin slightly into his half, but CK used his imba agil stats to backhand it, FLOATING, into justins side. haha i couldnt help it im sorry.

i saw it floating, laughed, no CACKLED really loudly, and cut into justins half and angle-smashed that stupid mother #)(%#)^ piece of _)#%(#% of a ball.

WOOOOO.

im the albatross baby.

[everyone loves the legs.]